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"For the Lord God is a sun and shield: the Lord
will give grace and glory: no good thing will he
withhold from them that walk uprightly." (Psalm
84:11)
We were gathered in one of our monthly
divisional pastor's meetings. Sometimes the meetings
"really rip it up," as my son would say. At other
times, they are less than revival. This particular
meeting was one of those good ones.
We were at Ed and Ann's church in
Fallbrook. I always enjoy it when we go there. You
see, Ed and Ann feel just like Bev and I do, they
figure that when Pentecostal Pastors gather together,
that Pentecostal Pastor stuff should happen. So
we pray, and we seek God, and we share our victories
and our loses, and we lay hands on one another,
and sometimes someone does the stuff - you know,
that Book of Acts type of stuff. I love it.
During this meeting, we spent some
time worshiping, and sharing things God had been
doing in our lives. I usually lead worship at those
meetings in Ed and Ann's church. Ed likes the way
I jam for Jesus. Sometime during the unordered order
of worship and sharing, I told about my encounter
with the above verse.
It went something like this:
I was doing my daily reading in
the Psalms, and came across Psalm 84:11. I had read
it many times before, but it seemed to jump out
and grab me on this particular morning.
I noticed something peculiar about
the passage. In the first part of the verse, there
are two sets of couplets (you know, those quick
thoughts with two parts in them). First, it said
that God was a sun, and a shield. Secondly, it said
that He would give grace, and glory. Now, I would
normally have thought of the sun, as being synonymous
with glory, and the shield as being synonymous with
God's protecting grace, but the sun was the first
part of the first couplet, and glory was the second
part of the second couplet. Otherwise, this meant
that sun must go with grace, and shield must go
with the word glory.
As I meditated upon the strange
arrangement of this passage, I realized that just
as the sun shines upon the earth giving warmth,
and growth to all things living, so God's grace
shone down upon us giving warmth, and growth. Likewise,
as a shield brings protection in the day of battle,
so the Lord is our protection in the battles of
life, and ministry, and this protection makes room
for us to step forward into victory.
After chewing upon this verse for
awhile, I also noticed that it said "he will give
grace and glory...," and that he would withhold
"no good thing...." These two blessings, grace and
glory, encompass the totality of "good thing[s]"
God gives to men.
When I realized what it was saying,
I yelled at God.
You see, I feel like there has been
lots of grace to get me through the tough times
of ministry, but I shouted at the Lord during my
meditations, "Where's the glory? I could use a little
glory down here, you know!"
The other pastors all laughed. They've
been there. They've done that. How about you? Been
there? Done that?
Have you been shouting for glory
as well? Have you been looking for a little victory
in your life, and in your ministry?
Well, if so, I have one thing to
say to you - keep shouting. It's good for you.
Your shout is evidence of your hunger
for more of God's blessing, and we know that, "Blessed
are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness:
for they shall be filled." (Matthew 5:6)
If that shouting ever stops, you
just might be in a heap of trouble.
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