Skepticism and Trust - Our Dangerous Lovers

Medusa and Mata Hari as Models:

 

Medusa: The model of the inner skeptic


Medusa was the most feared of the mythic Greek Gorgon. It was said that glancing at her piercing eyes would turn a man to stone. Yet the horrific sight of her face had not always been that way.

At one time she was a gorgeous woman, with long beautiful hair. She boasted of her beauty and had many men pining for her attention. In her boasting she bragged of being more beautiful than the Greek goddess Athena, and for that audacity, she was turned into the fearsome form of the snake-haired creature at whose sight men became stone.

Our skepticism, like Medusa the Gorgon, begins with great beauty. It questions and challenges, and seeks for truth. Yet, skepticism has the natural weakness of the ill-fated Medusa - pride. At some invisible line, our skepticism crosses over, and we move from the beauty of questioning, to the grotesqueness of cocky criticism.


Mata Hari: The model of flirtatious trust


On October 15, 1917 a Dutch born exotic dancer who was now past her prime blew a kiss to the twelve men with guns, and then was executed before a firing squad. Mata Hari (the stage name for the woman born August 7, 1876 as Margaretha Zelle) was 41 at the time of her execution, and had transitioned from being an exotic dancer to a courtesan for wealthy officers.

At the outbreak of World War I, Mata Hari was running between a Russian officer, who was the love of her life, and French and German businessman and officers who helped her maintain her elegant lifestyle through her intimate and sometimes exclusive relationships with them.

For a short time, Mata Hari was paid by the French to spy on German Generals, but her information turned out to be nothing but old news.

The Germans appeared to be on to her game, and in turn allowed messages to be intercepted which spoke of a spy code named H 21, who had brought them valuable information. The French were convinced that H 21 was Mata Hari, and subsequently she was tried, convicted, and executed.

This woman who has become history’s most famous double agent, and a name synonamous with with the sex-spy trade, was actually a clumsy spy, and perhaps not a double agent at all.

Our trusting hearts can sometimes be like Mata Hari. In search for support, adventure, and love we throw ourselves into danger only to find that our suitors are playing us for fools. We clumsily play the game of trust, and this can leave us wounded and bitter.






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